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Bokuwa Yamashita Tomohisa Daisuki❤!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
I LIKE YAMAPI!! HE IS SO KAKOII!!
YAMASHITA TOMOHISA (nickname yamapi) is my FAV!!
His voice is SOOO NICE!! And he looks SOO CHARMING!!
He is in NEWS- a japanese band.
He is the leader in it.
He has star in many japanese dramas!
SOME HOT ONES (MUST WATCH!) ARE:
Proposal Daisakusen
Kurosagi
Nobuta Wo Produce
Code Blue
Buzzer Bear (the lastest!)
REMEMBER TO WATCH! ITS REALLY NICE! :D
WATCH AND YOU"LL FALL FOR YAMAPI!!
In NEWS the members are:
Yamashita Tomohisa❤
Nishikido Ryo❤
Tegoshi Yuya❤
Kato Shigeaki❤
Masuda Takahisa❤
Koyama Keiichiro❤
BOKUWA NEWS AISHITERU! ^^
please support them! especially YAMAPI!
thats the update for now :D
Love
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Updates geez!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
heyheyehey! been vry long since i last update!
woohooo! busy with studies cuz exams nearing that time.
well now im free!! weeee! exams over! :)
hmm nt sure how i fare though. just hope for the best.
hmmm well for now, updates abt my life.
everything seems fine btwn me and him. just perhaps abit nt active?
hmm, how do i put it.. hmmmm. emmm. its like we hardly meet and went out tghtr.
even wen we met, its just for a while. well, cuz of exams! so i hope i can hang out more with him, since are exams over :D
but, tt is if he don mind. cuz i donknow why its hard for me to think of wad to ask him wen im with him. its like, suddenly i've gt no questions to ask. den we both silent it out for a few minutes.
its weird aint it?
but that the way it is for us.
till one of us say smthg.
is smthg nt right here?
or isit just normal?
cuz we are sort of new?
we din hang out much.
so its common right?
these kind of problems?
hmm. i hope he still loves me.
cuz i've always do. i miss him all time.
and i hope he does too. i miss you baby :)
even though im always quiet, pardon me,
cuz i tried but at times i just cant say anything.
maybe wen we gt closer, after a few more meetups everything will be fine.
hopefully, im hoping for it.
other than me and him, and studies, nthg much happening in my life.
just that i find it sad.
i can never have enuff courage to say hello to the guy who is still loving me till now.
even wen i saw him at schl, i will just try to hide and avoid.
i don know why. its kinda natural reaction of mine.
maybe im afraid it will hurt him more if i did.
and i just am afraid to face him face to face in reality.
and for the other one who i have sort of rejected,
is like treating me like a wall.
well, he din even say hi to me, walked pass me like as if im nt there?
hmm. its ok. i guess you wanna us to be strangers once again.
if this helps, we become strangers once again.
you in you own world and me in my own world.
if it hurts, let it go.
thats the best solution.
for you to move on.
thats it. all done.
byebye! signed off.
Love
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
Hey Hey! i've got some announcement to make!
hmm. well it is.... *drum rolls* hees :x
im together with him! :D:D my crush :D:D
now he's my bf :D my sweet sweet bf whom i adore alot!
he's sweet, nice, adorable and simply KAWAII!
i just love
him alot!!
hmm, its shocking i know. for me and him.
because we knew each other for less than a week.
and we talk to each other for less than a day.
and the rest is thru msn and facebook. hahas!
sometimes, its good to make known of your feelings.
even if it meant rejection, cuz at least you wont regret,
cuz your feelings is send across to the other party.
im a coward, i don dare to confess till he confess.
but its shocking, tt he can even like me at the 1st place.
i thot all along it was just a one sided feeling. ><
but the truth is we both just had that feeling,
even though we don know each other that well.
actually we knew each other abit only.
but we are on the phase of knowing each other better.
i guess its fast, yea, but it seems true.
this feeling, has finally been revived after so long it die out.
so i will not let go of this feeling.
the special feeling for him and only him (:
maybe its fate, chemistry?
that both of you fall for each other?
i hope things will get better for us in time to come.
i hope he will treasure me like that way i wanna treasure him.
i hope he will be there when im down to share my troubles, and be there when im happy, to share my happines..
only youre the one i want now.
only youre the one i need now.
i will wanna be with you together forever,
and hold you tight closer to me.
so that you wont be able to run,
so that you will stay,
so that i can see your smile and your laughter everyday,
that warms my heart when its cold.
and call your name when its missing you everynight.
you + me = us loves
Love
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LOVE QUOTES, MEANINGFUL :)
Friday, August 7, 2009
heyhey. just wanna post some quotes i like! :D hees.
its good to share once in a while! :)
ABT LOVE, SOMETHING GOOD ABT LOVE.
Love isn't something you find. Love is something that finds you.
True love is not something that comes everyday, follow your heart, it knows the right answer.
Let your heart guide you...but listen closely because it whispers.
Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters.
Telling someone you love them comes from the heartThe place that made you love them from the start.
A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows;Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last;To feel that love, it makes you sigh,To have it leave, you'd rather die;You hope you've found that special rose,Cause you love and care for the one you chose.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strengthwhile loving someone deeply gives you courage.
It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it.
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."
ABT LOVE, SOMETHING TRUE ABT LOVE.
It is better to have loved and lost,Than never to have loved at all.
Loneliness and the feelingof being unwanted is themost terrible poverty.
Never frown even when you're sad you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile.
FOR YOU
You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,You make me laugh at the unfunniest things,But most of all, you make me love you.When I shouldn't be loving you.
Don't be too good i will miss you. Don't be too caring, I might like you. Don't be too sweet, I might fall. It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all.
The Hardest Thing In Life Isn't Finding The One You Luv, Its Making The One You Luv, Luv you Back.
The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown The love that withholds touching, afraid of what it would say And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is that it never fades away.
It's easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you.
FOR THE PAST MEMORIES.
I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New.I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You.
Through the wind I hear your voice, in the clouds I see your name.Living life without you just wouldnt be the same.
Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult.
Yet strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go.If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.
Love
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a confession
Sunday, August 2, 2009
been real long since i last blogged.
well busy with school, and my health is not good for the past few weeks.
first of all, im sorry, pls forgive me.
i've decided, you're not the one.
waiting is futile, useless.
so move on, live ur life like it used to be.
im just a piece of memory,
that u can choose to keep or throw away.
i came only temporary,
and sorry is all i've left to say.
sorry if im heartless, or selfish.
but i've decided. this is my choice, i hope you understand.
waiting is not gonna change anything.
because my heart will never change.
the truth is that i realise you're not the one im looking for.
you're from a different world. definate different world.
you belong to someone else, not with me.
so i wish you the best to find the girl you deserved.
currently i wanna find someone whom i can be with forever,
not just a short r/s or someone whom i know wont have a future with me.
i've open my eyes to reality, and im not gonna close it back again.
i've changed, thats the fact.
because i learnt not to deceive myself any longer.
fantasy, is just fantasy.
reality is total different.
quote of the day :
why isit that we always hurt the one that love us, yet love the one that hurt us?
sometimes i wonder, why is life so complicated?
or isit simple, but ppl made it complicated?
a question meant for me to find the answer.
why do ppl always fall for the one that hurt them,
yet hurt the one that care for them?
i really have no answer to this.
i guess its because ppl cant lie to themself.
when feeling is concerned, everyone is weak.
i guess its the same for me.
Love
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Thursday, July 23, 2009
hey! it has been some time since i last blogged.
hmmm. well, for the last few days, i've been sick :(
thats why i kinda lazy to blog. heeehs.
but here i am, back to blogging:)
hmm. well, actually i've gt nothing much to say.
just that i've cleared up somethings that i need to.
currently now i have not much worries, just stress.
over studies. in just one week im gonna have dfund and ckt quiz!
and i havent study yet! OMG!!! im gonna faint )):
can somebody help me??!! i need help. i need tutors. -.-''
hmmm. hais. i hope i can be clever, so that i learn quickly :(
hmmm, today i saw my friend. but only for a short while.
i don know if he saw me though. hahas. and hid told me something shocking.
hmmm. its abt someone, who may have been secretly liking me behind my back.
LOLS! im not so sure though, i need confirmination of him first.
but im waiting for him to tell me the truth. hahas.
ohya, i keep getting mcs =.=
hais. missing out alot on my studies ):
hmmm, who ask me keep falling sick...
darn my health! idiot imah! ><
hmmm, i miss some peoples!
nadz! i miss nadz, my bestie!
nadia too, sometimes my friend too.
hahas. but not all though :x
hmmm, i guess thats all.
byebye see ya! doodles.
Love
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heaven's grace.
Friday, July 3, 2009
today, nothing much happen in school.
just normal, as usual, as today is a vry short day in schl.
however, after schl, i guess something funny do happen.
well, for a short while though. hahas.
then i went out with nadz, my bestie!
i miss her, been some time since i last met her,
like abt 2 week ago? hahas. so i slack ard with her under void deck.
we had fun :) though it was short. hahas.
hmm. well thats not the topic for today.
hmmm. went to hg point with my sis today at night.
she wanna buy some groceries to prepare food for a picnic tmrw with her fiancee.
and so i decided to follow her to buy stuff for tmrw.
hmm after buying the stuffs, i met up with a someone.
the guy who i hurt. who love me, with his full heart.
i was quiet, when we first met, at the kopitiam.
my sis and i was eating dessert. while talking, no actually typing sms to each other.
me to him, him to me, and my sis to me, and vice versa.
hahas. how funny it is, when we can talk, but we chose to type it down in our hp.
i guess i don have the courage to talk to him,
and so i chose to type it down in my hp and show it to him.
well after all that, he sent us back home.
my sis went up first because she knew he gt things that he wanna say to me.
we talked, conversed.
i realise, he's a really sweet and sincere guy.
i hope thats the fact, bcoz i cant deny, i just cant trust guy anymore.
i cant even believe my own instinct.
he's the only guy i met, that touched me from the bottom of my heart.
someone who showers me with the heaven's grace.
someone who really deserve a fine, perfect girl in this world.
i felt happy, because i am special for him.
but, yet, i felt sad, because im afraid i can never be worthy of him.
he's a real good guy, so he deserve someone much better.
im just a piece of trash that should be just thrown around like its useless.
i don wanna make his life unfair.
with me, nothing will be good for him.
PS: im full of troubles, and it aint gonna do you good to be with me.
so choose your path wisely.. you had alot better paths to take.
not this one which is full of stones and thorns all around.
wad can i say now?
im touched, by your actions and words.
i knew it was real, because i felt it.
but i cant promise i will move forward from my past,
because im afraid i lost my capabality to do that.
im like a bird with a broken wing,
thers no way you cant fix it.
the only way you can help is to let it heal by itself.
and that is if miracles happen.
i hope you understand.
sorry is the only word i can say now.
its not the right time.
Love
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